Straight up.

Why do I keep saying this. It is a disease. I can't stop myself. I am finding ways to put it into every sentence. I am weird. The only Straight up I can think of is from Paula Abdul. Please help me.



Last night was nice, all by myself drinking white russians and looking at the Christmas tree. It is a really awesome way to spend an evening. Even if you drunk dial your best friend to giggle about stuff. I am just glad she was on her lunch break at work...

So, I don't think I told you guys, but I am straight up moving back to Ohio in a few weeks. I am very excited. I am going to have to change my blog name. To something cool like Willowick Lauren or something like that. I swear I have not been drinking this morning. I am just silly right now.

I have a song going through my head right now and it is sort of depressing but I love it. Oh course, its a Broadways song. It goes like this:

if i had a wish i'd do away with capitalist society
i'd build a world where smiles and love are worth more than money
and if this world blew up i'd finally get a decent night's sleep

and every night i pray for sweet dreams and an h-bomb

but my bomb didn't fall today
looked at the sky and prayed for metal rain

Sweet, huh? Well part of it is :D

I can't wait to move back. It seems too far away still though. I hope you have a good day. I am hoping to sew tonight. I have had a hard time getting back into it since my show. I don't know. I think it has something to do with vanilla vodka and kahlua and soymilk. It is my favorite right now. I did manage to finish the book "water for elephants" it ended nice enough. I don't know if I would recommend it to anyone else. It was sorta boring in a lot of parts. I think I liked the Golden Compass more. I eat books. I read them so fast it is sort of a waste of money. I love them so much though.

Please send me sewing vibes again. I really need to get some stuff done!! :D